Ep. 118 | Minute Man

[00:00:47] Speaker A: Welcome back, welcome back, welcome back, welcome back. See, now that's what a professional musician sounds like. Did you hear the notes I was just hitting right there? [00:00:58] Speaker B: Honestly, those killed. [00:00:59] Speaker A: It killed us. Kill those notes, kid. I could be singing that was pretty good. Folk music in some rundown bar in Alabama with that. With that thing. Folk music, whatever the. You call that whatever you categorize that as. [00:01:12] Speaker B: I actually have an idea for you guys, and it involves AI music. Oh, wrong one. [00:01:17] Speaker A: I have an already up. [00:01:19] Speaker B: Already up. I have an idea for you guys, okay. That involves AI music. [00:01:25] Speaker A: Okay. [00:01:25] Speaker B: And we have to do this throughout the entire episode. [00:01:29] Speaker A: Okay. [00:01:30] Speaker B: So what we do is write down themes throughout the episode, whatever we're talking about throughout the whole episode, and then at the end of the episode, we load all the lyrics into the thing, and then we have an episode song as the outro. [00:01:49] Speaker A: I. Did you just make this up? [00:01:50] Speaker B: Just now on the spot? [00:01:52] Speaker A: All right, so why don't we put down the first one as welcome back? [00:01:55] Speaker B: We could do that. We can do this right now. [00:01:57] Speaker A: Yeah, let's just throw it throughout today, and then if you feel anything on there, you'll just throw it on. We'll see how bad this segment is. Or it could be great. [00:02:03] Speaker B: It could be great. The only thing is I can't plug in to this, so we won't be able to play it. You can, though. [00:02:09] Speaker A: Can you send me the file? [00:02:11] Speaker B: Yeah, absolutely. [00:02:13] Speaker A: Okay, then it's all set. [00:02:15] Speaker B: All right, let me. [00:02:16] Speaker A: All right, so welcome back is going to be the first one. Nico's finally back. He's on, would you say two months? How long has it been? [00:02:24] Speaker B: It's been a solid. Honestly, it's been longer than that. [00:02:29] Speaker A: Why don't you switch that camera over to him so you can give his little, like, why he's back. Is he happy to be back? Did we force him at gunpoint to come here? Did we throw a bag over his head at Stop and Shop? [00:02:40] Speaker C: No, no, no. I. I had to take a break. Yeah, no, I had to take a break. I was just dealing with some. You guys. Know, I thought I'd be good. I wasn't good. I think that's. That's something that people don't tell you for. With. I'll. I'll say it a lot. It helps me more. Like getting your heart broken, and that's what happened to me. Yeah. So you can tell it's still got. It's still got something there, but it's something I'm dealing with, and it sucks. And taking time to, like, I had to take time to really like work on my mental, work on like my emotions and, and physical and I just couldn't come here and like, it's even tough for me to be and talk about it now. I mean, it is what it is. I get everybody goes through it, but everybody's different. And for. It was more like I just kind of wanted to. I don't, I didn't really want to talk to nobody. Like, I've talked to enough people about everything and anything that I've been going through and it's like, dude, I just don't really got, I don't really got in me. I didn't have my fastball and have no curveball. I ain't got no change up. I just was like, I'm just gotta put my head down and just try and do what I can do and yeah, man. So I mean, obviously it's awesome to see you guys keep going and guys have some people on and stuff like that. That's great. But just for me, it was had to, I had to take a step away, man. I can't, you know, I just wasn't myself and I'm trying to get back there. I'm not fully back there, but I'm here. So, you know, I love being here with you guys. It's, it's nothing about a burden. It has nothing to do with the podcast, has nothing to do with you guys. It strictly has everything to do with me. [00:04:30] Speaker A: I was really hoping you came in here. I was like, I just can't deal with Justin anymore. That's what I was hoping you were going to come in here and say. I always wish that was the reason why. [00:04:38] Speaker C: Imagine if you guys been out. You guys are. And, and, and to be honest, tip of the cap. I mean, it's not tip of the cap. I mean, you guys, my cousins first guys, my family first before we're podcast mates. And you guys gave me no flack. You guys like, you know, just bust my balls. But like, just, just a little bit. Like when I said just that new picture, picture that was nice on Instagram, just like, oh, you're alive. Like, you guys weren't like, what the. Like, come on, man, like what you know, you. Well, this, that and the third. [00:05:06] Speaker B: But we've all been through breakups before and they're never fun and we get it. And like you said, you are family first. As much as we like to break balls, obviously we have each other's backs no matter what. [00:05:17] Speaker A: Yeah, Justin. Justin's last breakup, he bought A fucking charger that he is still railing from. [00:05:25] Speaker B: He is still paying for. [00:05:26] Speaker A: He's still paying for. This guy. He's rolled it into two different cars now. He is still suffering from that breakup because he went out and got like a 1300 horsepower charger. [00:05:37] Speaker C: Remember that? [00:05:37] Speaker A: You could hear from three cities away. [00:05:40] Speaker B: Yeah. I got a Challenger. And it's so funny because like that car was wicked fun to drive. [00:05:44] Speaker A: Yeah. [00:05:45] Speaker B: Horrible in the winter. [00:05:47] Speaker A: Did you get an accident when we went? Was it on your birthday? [00:05:49] Speaker B: My birthday, yeah. Yeah, I spun out on the highway and almost killed me and Tommy. [00:05:54] Speaker C: That's nice. [00:05:55] Speaker A: I wish Tommy died. [00:05:58] Speaker C: Just, just based off of his. [00:06:00] Speaker B: Because he loved that movie. [00:06:01] Speaker A: Yeah, just cuz you love that. [00:06:02] Speaker C: I've never been more pissed off at somebody that I never heard. I never thought I would have heard that. And again, that was off of me eating like two, two weed bars. I'll never forget that. But yeah, dude, they suck. I think in my opinion, breakups suck more for men than they do for women. That's just how I look at it. I think immediately after a breakup, women automatically have more options than men do. So I think that that eases off immediately for men. You take a long. I mean, at least I did, man. Like, I'd go home and I'd stare in the mirror and I would play back from the first day we met till I ran through everything and I. [00:06:41] Speaker A: Would think, why are you doing that to yourself? [00:06:44] Speaker C: It's tough, bro, because I was so good and I cared so much and I just. I couldn't really figure out. I can't. I tried to pinpoint, I tried to like Tony Stark, my. This timeline. I'm trying to figure out where it all went wrong and what I could have done better. And it's a bad game to play, man. You can't. You can't do that. You gotta let the past be the passes. But I think again, from a man's standpoint, you want to look at yourself like me. I put my hand up like this one. I like, I'd be like, damn, I fucked this one up. Like, you know, if I knew that I did something deliberately this time, I didn't. You know, I was a really good guy. You guys know. You guys know I kid? [00:07:25] Speaker A: Yep. [00:07:25] Speaker C: I kid. [00:07:26] Speaker A: You never defended rape like the last one, right? [00:07:29] Speaker C: No, no, no, Never. No, man, I lost myself. And I didn't know when I was, When I was doing it. I did. I was. I was trying to make changes for the better. I was trying to compromise. I wasn't Trying to really essentially change my DNA. I don't want to do that because who I am is a. Is a dope person in my eyes. I mean, a lot of people, you know, like my presence and so it just was. [00:07:56] Speaker A: So did you feel like she wanted you to change too much too quick? [00:08:00] Speaker C: Don't. I don't know if it was that. And there's a compatibility factor at the same time, man. I. The way that it all ended is. Is just shit because it ended so open ended and so vague and so like abruptly, you know, I went over there on the night and. And I can be real specific about dates because again, like I told you, man, I went back and you, you. [00:08:24] Speaker A: Guys, like the Karenite murder trial on. [00:08:26] Speaker C: The 19th, I was here, like drove past the library, you know, like, it's tough to say. Like these past three weeks for like, it's almost been a month now. I. I've been up, been up a lot of long nights, man. A lot of long nights. A lot of lonely times. [00:08:43] Speaker A: So how did it go? How did it go? Did she. What did she initiate this? [00:08:46] Speaker C: She initiated it, man. She initiated that. We needed to talk about something. So what happened was we went out with my friends early in January. We had a bit of a. We had a bit of an issue. She called me names when we were drunk. When we got back to the place, which I don't like. I hate that. That was what that one of my first girlfriends did, Angela. And I was like, this is very off putting. Like, that's not usually. That's not her thing either. [00:09:07] Speaker A: Was this when you went to that taco joint, remember when you were pissed about going to like fire and salt, Citrus and salt? [00:09:15] Speaker C: Yeah, that was. Yeah, that was. That. That actually ended up not being bad citrus and salt. But yeah, that was at the end of that night. And then every time that she was on the overnight, which was like every eight weeks, you had to do one. It was like a therapy session. It was brought up that there was issues that we needed to talk about, which is cool. Now talk about them, no problem. But I now know now I know now in a relationship, if you both don't have both feet in and you aren't willing to work and you ain't committed and you're not willing to like, not compromise. I'm not talking about them. Talking about you got to be able to work through shit, you know, you got to be able to get through the mud to get through the sunshine. I knew not every day was going to be, you know, I was telling you guys I knew every day wasn't going to be sunshine and rainbows, but, like, for fuck's sake, man. Like, I'm. I'm trying my bag off. Not to the point where it's exhausting me, to the point of where I'm like, I'm trying to be a man, and I'm trying to, like, I'm trying to work this out because, you know, I fell for somebody that was really good, and now, for some reason, this last month was really sour to me and. And didn't. Didn't like. Didn't like affection. Didn't like nothing towards me. So now it's kind of like I opened up a new can of worms. Y. Yesterday, I was talking to somebody. He's like, oh, wow. They didn't like you trying to do, like, this, this, and that. It's like. It sounds like she might have just not been that into you and she might have lost that factor. So I'm trying not to think of that now because that'd be a whole nother can of worms. It's like a man, personally, you got to deal with. I'm chalking it up as what she said was compatibility and, like, how we value life. And I don't know. It was a lot of gaslighting, and I don't know about that. I really didn't. I had no idea what the. What the definition of gaslighting was until I read. I reread the conversation. I've read. Reread it maybe, like, 55, 60 times, and there's a lot of that going on in there, and a lot of issues seem to be pinned on me. Not a lot of accountability on her side, and so she's a quarterback throwing. [00:11:04] Speaker A: A couple picks, and she's not. She's blaming the wide receivers. [00:11:07] Speaker C: Yeah. Yeah. I mean, yeah, that's a. That's a good way. That's a good way to put it, man. It's. [00:11:12] Speaker A: You didn't run the right route, though. [00:11:13] Speaker C: I. I might have not ran the right route, but at the same time, I don't know. I feel like you could have if you really. If. And you have no idea what my algorithm looks like right now. It is like, yeah, it's you. It's you guys. And then the next, like, 17 things, like, all about guys, like, being left or, like, you know, how to deal with a breakup, which is cool. It's cool. [00:11:39] Speaker A: You need it. [00:11:39] Speaker C: I'm cool with that because I need that. Personally. Like, it's not that I felt alone. I felt Like, I'm the only person that's ever broken up with. And I'm sure it's been happening way. It's happened way worse to other people. You know what I mean? Like, if I was to like. [00:11:51] Speaker B: At least you weren't together for like two years. [00:11:53] Speaker C: I get it. My dad. [00:11:54] Speaker B: At least you didn't have a kid together and all this and that, you know, it ended early enough where. Listen, maybe this relationship should have just ended the first time you guys broke up. [00:12:05] Speaker C: My birthday before my birthday. [00:12:07] Speaker B: You guys should have. [00:12:08] Speaker A: Once. [00:12:08] Speaker B: Once the shit falls out of your ass, you can't shovel shit back in. [00:12:12] Speaker C: Yep. No, I agree with you, Justin. I definitely think, though, I really enjoyed. I really enjoyed the company. I enjoyed, you know, I enjoyed talking to her every day. I enjoyed her presence. You know, I still. I'd be lying if I said I still. That still a part of me that, like, is get. We're getting away from that, you know, because it's been weeks. And I can't lie. I mean, I know no one's really gonna like to hear this, but. Because I've been told from everybody, you know, block, block, block, block, block. And we went through, like, this toxic thing. Super bowl weekend is when, like, I really. This is when we were gonna have somebody on that Monday. And. Yeah, this is when I texted you guys late Monday night. Yeah, I'm just not gonna be able to make it. [00:12:54] Speaker A: Yeah. [00:12:55] Speaker C: So I'll let you go. I'll go through the series of events and then of course, we can move on after this. This is just, you know, I'm just telling you a little bit about inside of. [00:13:03] Speaker A: I'm sure people are interested you're giving. [00:13:05] Speaker B: Us the catch up because you've been gone. [00:13:08] Speaker C: I know, man. [00:13:08] Speaker B: I know everyone thought you quit or you died. [00:13:12] Speaker A: I did get a couple of things. Has he killed himself? I'm like, I got. [00:13:15] Speaker C: I got. I got messages from people being like, you know, I listen to the podcast and I noticed that you went on like, what's going on? And I didn't. I didn't respond to them. I didn't respond to those people. And I'm sorry. I just, you know, it's. You guys can clearly tell that there's. It's lingering. It's still there. There's still something there. I'm doing pretty good, though. I'm doing. [00:13:33] Speaker B: You know, you did shave a broken heart into your head. That is the thing. [00:13:36] Speaker C: I didn't do that. My barber did that on that. My barber did that. Did you know I had no idea. Oh, he just. That's actually, I had no idea until he showed me out. [00:13:44] Speaker A: Yeah, he was probably like, this kid won't shut the up about this girl. [00:13:48] Speaker C: So it's so. It's so sad. So super bowl weekend, I noticed, man, like, we on Instagram, social media is a beast, bro. It's a beast. And if you can't corral the beast, then the beast is gonna have added at you. And so I noticed that, you know, she's got a very small following. Like, she's not big on social media. She's very private about her life. Awesome. Cool. That's great. I had no problem with that. But I did start to notice as soon as we, you know, broke up, as soon as she broke me off on the 26th, that next another this Sunday before. Whatever, two Sundays before she started posting every single day. [00:14:32] Speaker A: Oh, she was trying to get him. [00:14:33] Speaker C: On an Instagram story. Something or other. Something. It would always be something. [00:14:37] Speaker A: You think she was trying to let those guys know that we're following her like she's back. [00:14:41] Speaker C: So I think it could either have. [00:14:43] Speaker A: Been that or making you jealous, or. [00:14:45] Speaker C: It could have been either. Get in my face. And she knows how. How my brain works. That girl knows. She's not stupid. She knows how I think. [00:14:53] Speaker A: So were you watching the stories? [00:14:55] Speaker C: I was watching them. [00:14:56] Speaker A: I was flat out watching them. Were you doing the fake walk? [00:14:58] Speaker C: I was. [00:14:58] Speaker A: Where you go over to the other story, slide it over. [00:15:00] Speaker C: Nope. [00:15:02] Speaker B: That's the move, by the way. [00:15:03] Speaker A: That is the move. [00:15:04] Speaker B: That's the creeper. [00:15:05] Speaker C: I knew. I knew. I know the move. I know the move now. And I should have stayed with the move, but I. But I got away with it. But I had to do the. The whole unblocking thing. But. And then what was even worse is I'd post mine and I'd scroll up and I'd look to see is she still. Is she still watching? And guess what? She was. So we did that back and forth for about two weeks. And then toxicity comes to super bowl weekend is toxic. It is toxic. 100%. I wish I didn't do it, because if it's all good, you want to raise your hand and say you want the game at the end of the day? That's fine. Go ahead. Saturday, we. I drank when we went. I was a porn star martini. That's. I put her on to that. Never heard of them before in a Puerto Rico. [00:15:46] Speaker A: What's in a porn star martini? [00:15:47] Speaker C: I believe it is passion fruit. It's passion fruit Guava. They give you like a shot of Prosecco on the side. Vodka. And there might be one other thing I'm missing in there. [00:15:57] Speaker A: From my experience, black people love passion fruit. Like, every black person I've ever met known loves passion fruit. So that reminds me of, like, a black guy would love that, Martin. [00:16:08] Speaker C: It's good. It's a good. [00:16:09] Speaker A: I feel like that's, like, black girls would go crazy with the Prosecco, the. [00:16:12] Speaker B: Vodka, especially the passion fruit. [00:16:15] Speaker C: You can bang them out, bro. [00:16:16] Speaker A: Yeah. [00:16:16] Speaker C: Get them going. Yeah. [00:16:17] Speaker A: You probably like a porn star on a few of those. [00:16:20] Speaker C: You definitely do. That's probably why they gave them the name. [00:16:22] Speaker B: Definitely puts lead in right in your pencil. [00:16:24] Speaker C: Oh. In instant insertion. As soon as you put that shot per second. Whoo. Anyhow. Anyhow. So I do that, and then on Saturday night, I'm working. I look. Something new pops up. She posts a porn star martini at the bar at Toro in the South End. I'm like, all right, okay, bet. The next day's the Super Bowl. I always told her that I liked her hair down and curly randomly. You know, girls like, no, I like my hair straightening up. Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Next, picture her selfie by her car randomly, down and curly, down and curly. [00:17:01] Speaker A: Did you think that was a bat signal? Like, oh, she's trying to. Did you think she was trying to get you jealous? Or do you think she was trying to be like, I hope he slides in? [00:17:07] Speaker C: No, I think it was just. I don't think she wanted. And I'll get to the other stuff. So there was some other shit that I found that I didn't see that I found a little later on. And so I'm looking at it, I'm like, all right, bet. Okay. The next day is where it hit me and where I broke down. And it was when I played the game in my head, like, she already back fucking somebody else, or she's back to maybe, like an ex, Something like that. It was. I know she don't like to go out. I know that she's a morning person, like, with work, obviously, working seven to seven and all that. And she posted a. She knows my sleep schedule, bro. She knows what I do. So she knows I'm gaming at night. 1:00am I'm getting off Monday. Nothing's been up all day. There's something up. Okay, all right, bet. Let's see. What's this? And it was her. It looked like to be out at a bar or something like that, smiling in front of, like, a bathroom mirror, like, taking a mirror selfie. And I Lost it. I lost it. I just was like, you know, what the fuck is going on? Like, why the fuck do I deserve this? You know? And I just broke down and I was like, damn, man. Like, art. Like, in my mind, what hurts for me is, like, because, I don't know, I was left with a bunch of unknown. Yeah, I still am. You know what I mean? I got to piece it together and I got to be real with myself in the situation that I'm in, which is cool, but. But you know, after that, I'm like, damn, man. Like, you know, like I said, I text you guys. I just can't do it. I was up till 5, 6 in the morning, you know, not doing research on, like, who where the could that background be and where was that and who could she be with? And, you know, I just was like, damn, man. Like, you got over me that quick. Like, meeting me and having whatever you had with me and the time and memories, like you told me, like Justin said, like, after the first time she broke up with me, like, you know, like, she said all that shit, you know, and just a week and just weeks prior to that, before we actually even separated, like, you told me I'm everything that you want in a man. Like, you told me that. So, like, that means something to me, you know? I mean, then it's like, we fast forward two weeks, two and a half weeks. We're already back. You know, you're already back out, and it's. That's all right. Like, I can't be so totally selfish to be like, okay, cool. Like, get back out there, do your thing. Like, you know, like, it's all good. Like you said, let people know, like, you're back. Like, sure, go. Go ahead, girl. Go do your thing. If that's the case in my mind, I don't think that was the case. The case was to burn. Like, to fuck with my brain. [00:19:32] Speaker A: Like, yeah, probably. [00:19:33] Speaker C: That's. That's what I really think was. Because this is how I. This is how I kind of linked this up. So two days later, my boy's like, we still know you. Follow her. Like, we can see this. Like, so you're gonna come here and you're gonna talk to us about you. You being a sad boy and not being able to get over it. We're telling you what you should do. You should block this girl on everything. Like, I don't know why you haven't already blocked this girl. The reason why I didn't before. Like, she got me through some days where I didn't want to do life. And I thank her for that, and I'm always grateful for that, you know? And I think when someone like that impacts your life. I didn't necessarily think to cut her off immediately like that, because it didn't end maliciously. This didn't end. Yeah. In a screaming match. This didn't end in a cheating scandal. [00:20:10] Speaker A: Right. [00:20:10] Speaker C: And in something. [00:20:11] Speaker A: But it was. You up too much. You couldn't. [00:20:13] Speaker C: This was. This was like. This was just like an abrupt. It was very abrupt type of breakup. And so I was like, listen, I kept that line open because God forbid, like, on our Instagram, she got in a car accident or the dog got rushed to an er. Like, I'd hope if she needs somebody, you know, like, you would call, like, the next closest person to you in case you needed somebody. And, like, if your parents weren't there for you, X, Y, and Z. That's the only reason why I kept that line open. You can call whatever you want it. That's how I seen it, though. That's why I felt for it. I didn't follow her on that Wednesday. I finally was like, all right, you know what? Let me cut this. Like, I gotta do it. And I talked to my dad. I had a long conversation with my dad because he checked up on me. It's like, I haven't heard from you in a minute. But my. You know, your brother told me, or, you know, Skylar told me that you and Gabby had. You know, you guys broke up. I said, yeah. And he was just like, listen, son, like, out of sight, out of mind. I was like, what? And he was like, out of sight, out of mind. Get her out of your sight. Get her out of your mind, because she's on your mind, right? I said, shawn, my mind constantly, Every day. Day, every day. [00:21:15] Speaker A: Yeah. [00:21:16] Speaker C: You know what I mean? And still, even outside, out of mind. I. I can't get away from it, bro. I'm at work. Right? [00:21:23] Speaker A: I can't believe how fast he falls. Head over heels, though. [00:21:26] Speaker C: I'm at. I'm at work. Yeah. I mean, I feel like. [00:21:28] Speaker A: I feel like you're fast to be. Like. [00:21:30] Speaker C: I just wanted it. [00:21:32] Speaker A: I know. [00:21:32] Speaker C: I just wanted it, bro. And you know what? [00:21:34] Speaker B: He was ready to settle down. Like, I don't think the third time they hung up. [00:21:38] Speaker C: I don't. [00:21:40] Speaker A: Skyla. Skyla told me you guys broke up. And I told Justin. I go, you know, Nico, you know, he's looking for rings, and Justin completely. [00:21:50] Speaker B: Nico's going ring shopping. And I was beside myself. [00:21:53] Speaker A: Why would he do that they've only been dating for so long. [00:21:56] Speaker C: I never, I never did. I never did that. No. But. [00:21:59] Speaker A: But it was completely believable. [00:22:00] Speaker B: I think that this is what happens when you date a beautiful Puerto Rican woman. This is exactly how it plays out. [00:22:06] Speaker A: Yeah. [00:22:06] Speaker B: You go back and forth and back and forth and back and forth. And then you break up and you get back together and it's like, you don't really love me. You're never gonna really love me. I'm gonna play all these games and see if. And now that you left, you failed that you didn't try harder. That's this. This is like what is in her mind. [00:22:23] Speaker C: I guarantee it, Justin. I'm taking total words for it, brother. I looking, looking back at it like, I feel like she does like toxicity, bro. I think, you know, some girls are just. [00:22:35] Speaker A: It fucking drives them. [00:22:37] Speaker C: Skylar was telling me that too. She's like, this girl knows she got you. That's why she's doing this to you. Like, she knows that you're looking. She knows now that she left. Cause I showed Skyl conversation and there was no goodbye. Hope the best for you. Even like the first time, it was, hey, listen, the memories were great. How you treated me was great. I hope you know, you find your person. It was very open ended. There was not a lot of closure for me. And like that's in. Sky was like, that's on purpose. You don't understand. [00:23:05] Speaker A: Like you trying to keep you close enough. [00:23:08] Speaker C: You don't think she's going to come back, but one day, one day it might not be tomorrow, might not be in a month, it might not be in two months. But like, like you said, Justin, like. And now I'm not sitting here, guys being like. [00:23:18] Speaker A: I feel like if she texts you though right now, and she's like, hey, I want to go get dinner. You'd go. [00:23:23] Speaker C: I want. You know why I'd go. Let's do it face to face. Because I would want. Because I have. [00:23:28] Speaker A: Oh, this was all over text. [00:23:30] Speaker C: All over text. Because I asked her, I said why. [00:23:32] Speaker A: She's kind of a pussy that way, huh? [00:23:33] Speaker C: She's. She is. She's a coward for that. [00:23:35] Speaker A: I listen because that's the second time he's gotten texted. That's just. [00:23:38] Speaker C: I got you. [00:23:39] Speaker B: If you get broken up with through textbook. [00:23:41] Speaker C: So the 19th, the 19th. The first time we got snow, January 19th, I went to there. I went there right after work. That was when she told me we got things to talk about. And I thought it was just things to talk about make sure we're on the same page. I went there, I let it all out, bro. I let it all out on the line. I looked at it right over the counter, just like of an island. I looked her straight in the face. I was like, look at me. I said everything I needed to say. I poured my heart out. I cried my fucking eyes out. I even said to her, word for word, verbatim. I said, listen, if. If making you happy, if seeing you happy straight up is with somebody else, as much as that hurts me, I can live with that. I can live with that because all I want for you to be is happy. That's it. And I thought that I could really bring that to the table. It looks like my gas tanks ran out on that. And you're a little bit spent. If you would like to be with somebody else, if you want to go be with somebody else, you let me know right now. I'm going out that door and I'm not coming back. [00:24:40] Speaker A: Yeah. [00:24:40] Speaker C: And she was like, why do you have to be so dramatic? Why. Why is it this. That's. It's not that easy. And I was just like, you know. And I sat there for three hours, bro, doing the same shit. I'm like, come on, come on. Like, where are we going? Like, what's going on? And we went back and forth and we kept going back and forth about certain different things. And we talk about, you know, we'd mix in other stuff. And I'm like, fuck this. Like, you know what I mean? Like, are you with it or are you not with it? I just need to know that, like, do you want to be with me or do you not want to be with me? Like, tell me. Like, I'm a straight person. I need it straigh straight. I needed shot straight to me, dude. I can't. Yeah, I. I don't want to. [00:25:15] Speaker A: I don't think she's. [00:25:15] Speaker C: I hate things. [00:25:16] Speaker A: I don't think she wants to. Yeah. [00:25:17] Speaker C: And she was like, I can't. I can't make up my mind at the moment. She's like, it's. It's very hard. And I was like, you don't want to try. You. You are committed to it. Just admit that. Like you're spent on it. You know what I mean? Like, there was stuff going on in the bedroom that, like, you know, like, that. That had a. That had to be cleaned. That had to be cleaned up, unfortunately. [00:25:37] Speaker B: What do you mean? Yeah, we can't just gloss over this. [00:25:40] Speaker A: You can't just say that stuff. [00:25:42] Speaker B: Going on in the. Be like, yeah, elaborate. [00:25:44] Speaker C: Yeah, sure. So listen, I love. This sounds terrible, but, like, I love the bedroom, bro. I'm very affectionate. I'm romantic. Like, I love it. We weren't that sexually active as a couple. And of course, me, I'm goo goo gaga about this girl. All right? We'd have sex, say. And if she ever listens to this, I don't even fuck. Who cares? It's. You need transparency. So, like, Justin just said we'd have sex. I'd come early. I would. I'd bust early. I'm sorry. And that's. And I. I. Dude, there's nothing wrong with that. [00:26:23] Speaker A: Dude, there's nothing wrong with that. [00:26:24] Speaker C: Guys, I was literally, I'm telling you, like, when I say goo goo gaga about, like, the girl, like, like you said, Justin, like, do you think this. [00:26:31] Speaker A: Played a role in anything? [00:26:32] Speaker C: I absolutely think it did. I absolutely did. And so obviously we're like. [00:26:38] Speaker B: But you didn't. [00:26:39] Speaker C: Like, we're going at it. I. Justin, there's no way in me, bro, that you can tell me and what you try to angle to me that I meant to do what I'm doing. And I. And. And I didn't want the other half to happen. Like, I didn't want to satisfy her. I said, you know how embarrassing it is for a man to. To go three minutes and that's it. You know how bad that is? Like. Like, you think I want to. You think I want to. You think I just want to roll? [00:27:02] Speaker A: You pulling some other tricks out or anything like that? You weren't going into your bag, Dude. [00:27:06] Speaker C: I was trying everything. But to be honest, bro, she kept fighting me on everything. She's like, no, like, I don't like you. You go. You go down on me for, like, 20 to 30 minutes. Like, you think that suffices me? Like, yeah, I thought it. I thought it might help. Thought it might help. You know what I mean? Like, what about, like, toys and stuff? We didn't. We never even got to that point. You know what I mean? So I'd like. Just outside of that, like, this is where I think that she might have lost attraction to me is the fact, like. Oh, like, I don't know. Like. Like, I didn't ask about prior relationships. I don't know if she's, like, used to having sex for, like, 20 to 25 minutes. Like, good luck. Like, I. That was never me, but there was stuff there that, like, I could understand, because then even after that, this last month in January, I can even Recap it. Like, I was trying to. I was trying to, like, you know, I would try and be fun while she was making, like, making something in the kitchen, or I would try and have fun when she was, like, getting ready, when we were, like, going out to dinner, and she'd be in the bathroom. Bathroom. And just, like, a T shirt on, trying to make a move. She's like, no. And I'm like, okay. I'm like, all right. Like, I. If it was me, if the roles were reversed, I'd be like, wow, this is. This is awesome. This is crazy. Like, this is what I'm talking about. [00:28:14] Speaker A: All right, so you were busting early because you guys weren't doing enough? Is that what you're trying to say? [00:28:17] Speaker C: I'm not trying to blame that, bro. But when I'm so goo goo gaga and I'm so wild about something, like, sorry, me. Like, I. My arousal gets so up. Like, I'm so fired. [00:28:29] Speaker A: But you've. You've been on this podcast before. You have a thing that you can just re up. [00:28:34] Speaker C: You said I can, and she told me that. It's not the same. Okay, all right, okay. It's not. It's not the same. [00:28:41] Speaker B: But did you ever think about, like, jerking off beforehand? [00:28:45] Speaker C: Yes, I've done that. Doesn't work. [00:28:47] Speaker B: What do you mean it doesn't work? What about two? [00:28:49] Speaker A: He's too in love with you, got a jerk off. [00:28:51] Speaker B: You get a jerk off beforehand and have, like, a couple drinks? [00:28:55] Speaker C: Yeah, she didn't. So she liked. She was like, the sex, obviously, after the nights that we go out, it's amazing because I go for. I go for two hours, and I don't even Not. [00:29:03] Speaker B: Did you ever think that maybe she just didn't want, like, spontaneous sex and she wanted to be, like, wined and dined and make it, like, in a whole event to go home, and then now you lick it up. Now you had a good night out. Now you're having sex. [00:29:17] Speaker A: She didn't want McDonald's. [00:29:18] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:29:18] Speaker A: You were giving a McDonald's. That was a problem. You give it a McDonald's. She wanted a nice palan steak. Yeah, and your pilot steak is when you were five. [00:29:26] Speaker C: I took that girl out everywhere and everywhere. I guess I'm not. I guess I'm not catching this. [00:29:32] Speaker A: I'm saying, like, y. When you were lasting three minutes, when you guys weren't drunk, that. That's McDonald's palana steak is when you were lasting two hours. [00:29:43] Speaker C: I. And. And, dude, listen, I. I get that. I also was Very vocal about it. And like, saying, like, she was like, I just feel like. Like I just, you know, like. [00:29:51] Speaker A: So let me ask you a question. Like, everybody, obviously this happens to every guy in the face of the planet. [00:29:55] Speaker C: Yeah. [00:29:55] Speaker A: I talked to maybe besides Justin, a. [00:29:57] Speaker C: Couple of my friends, and they're like, it's gonna happen. [00:29:59] Speaker A: But don't you just finish the job after? If that's the case, if she hasn't come to that completion, wouldn't you just finish the job? [00:30:07] Speaker C: I. Bro, I tried. I mean, like, I. [00:30:09] Speaker A: Would you just like eat her out or something like that after? Do something different? She wouldn't want. She just got. [00:30:13] Speaker C: I think she was just kind of spent on that. She was like spent on that type. [00:30:16] Speaker A: She's just so disgusted in you. Not lasting. Is that how you felt? You felt like that grew resentment? [00:30:21] Speaker C: I feel like. I feel like that had that. She said it was at the bottom of her list, which is a lie. Like, I just think that she was lying. [00:30:31] Speaker A: This could be you also. Over. Over. [00:30:33] Speaker C: It could. It could be, bro. It could be because that wasn't. The sex was not even mentioned in the exit. Like, it wasn't mentioned once. Like, not even close. [00:30:41] Speaker A: That's a pretty scumbag. Imagine that scumbag move. [00:30:43] Speaker C: If I went to a. [00:30:44] Speaker A: Can't fuck. [00:30:45] Speaker C: I went to a sex therapist. [00:30:47] Speaker A: What? [00:30:48] Speaker C: I went. Yeah, I went because I tried. I knew this was a problem. I. [00:30:53] Speaker A: How fast were you lasting, dude? Like a couple pumps. [00:30:57] Speaker C: No, like three. There was three separate times where it was dead quick. It was dead quick. It was. It was that. It was like. It was very. It was very fast. [00:31:07] Speaker B: What about when you went away together? Was it three times, dude? [00:31:10] Speaker A: No, Justin, three times. That's not that crazy. [00:31:13] Speaker B: Well, three times is not a lot. She obviously has mental health issues and maybe she should have went to it Therapist. [00:31:19] Speaker A: Yeah. [00:31:21] Speaker B: That's crazy because that. That's a little bit. [00:31:23] Speaker A: No guy would have a girl. [00:31:24] Speaker B: No. [00:31:24] Speaker A: If that was, we would all be alone. We'd all be in therapy. [00:31:27] Speaker B: When I tell you that, like, even, like when. When Sabrina, like got pregnant towards the end, had the baby, had to do all this recovery. There was a stent of time where we didn't have sex. Then when we're having sex again, it's like, you think I'm lasting 45 minutes? Absolutely not. [00:31:43] Speaker C: No, no, bro. You know, and like, I'm not me and I'm not meaning to do it. I'm trying to tell her. I'm like, you don't think I want to go hunger like you crazy? I'm over here. [00:31:53] Speaker A: Did you try any pills or anything? [00:31:54] Speaker C: I did. I tried. I bought. I bought hymns. They almost killed me. Like, they almost killed me. [00:32:02] Speaker A: What do you mean? [00:32:03] Speaker C: Dude, I subscribed when she was away. When she went away to Puerto Rico for Christmas. [00:32:08] Speaker A: Yeah. [00:32:08] Speaker C: I looked up how to last longer dick pills or whatever it was, and I. I stumbled upon him. [00:32:13] Speaker A: Yep, I've heard of them. [00:32:14] Speaker C: I put in my calculations and they sent me. Dude, it was like $165 to send me these pills. And I started to take them. The first day when she came back, I started to take them. I was, like, completely dizzy. I was nauseous. I ended up throwing up. I'm like, all right, it must have just been something I ate. The next day, we're out shopping and, like, bro, I've never had a migraine so bad. [00:32:34] Speaker A: So it probably with your blood pressure. [00:32:36] Speaker C: Like, you're raising your blood. So she was clean, and her parents were coming over, and I had, like, the right side of the bed, so there was, like, a nightstand there. And she was like, excuse me, what the fuck are these? Are you taking pills? And I was like, oh, so those. Those are dick pills. You know, I had to come out. I was like, dude, I'm trying to, you know, do this. Then she's like, you need to go to professional and get, like, something if you really think that that's what you need. She's like, you can't do this over the counter shit. She's like, that's. That's fucking with unique. You know how long it's gonna take for you to get used to. So I was like, okay, whatever. Threw those away. And then on the way out, like, I went to a. I went to the sex therapist and all that. And. [00:33:16] Speaker A: What's a sex therapist? [00:33:18] Speaker C: So sex therapists, I mean, it's really. It's real simplistic. You know, you lay out your situation, you describe your sex life, and you describe the issue and go from there. And it really was exactly what I thought it was. The. The therapist was like, listen, first of all, you guys are still getting comfortable with each other. It's like, I haven't known her for 10 years, and then we just started dating. It's day. It was day one. A One, like, scratch. And then we didn't have sex until, like, a month into knowing each other, when we went away. Which is cool. Which I'm. I was totally cool. Yeah, I've always been cool with. I've never been like, what the. Why aren't we right now? I think you just have ever been like that. [00:34:00] Speaker A: His problem is he builds stuff up too much in his head. So he built it up and then. [00:34:03] Speaker B: When it finally happened, you just like. You came mad quick because you that anticipated and he just. [00:34:08] Speaker A: Every time he was going to see he was getting all jacked up because you were trying attracts to the girl. You like the girl and that was it. [00:34:13] Speaker C: That's. [00:34:14] Speaker B: You might have given her the ick when she found your dick pills. [00:34:19] Speaker C: I mean poss. I mean like possibly like. And those weren't in in. [00:34:23] Speaker A: So they didn't work? [00:34:24] Speaker C: No, I. I stopped taking them after the two times I threw them. [00:34:27] Speaker A: So we don't know if they work. [00:34:28] Speaker C: No, we have. No, no, I have no idea. [00:34:30] Speaker A: We can't give you any advice on if you come. Yeah, you know the fat suckers coming real early. [00:34:36] Speaker C: Yeah. [00:34:36] Speaker A: Probably bro in his guys asses and the guys that he goes golfing with, he's definitely doing it going on like behind the seventh hole in the bushes. And he's fucking last and he's. He's out before the one kid tees off. He's done. So. [00:34:51] Speaker C: So is that there? Was there. Was that there? And yeah, so on the 19th again we're having conversations about stuff like that and you know, and we end up, she's like, listen, let's take the dog out. I'll walk you out. It's snowing. Like you gotta like. I was like, I gotta go. I was even saying, I was like I gotta go, I gotta get out of the dog. Ends up pissing. We're running, we're laughing, we're trying to get paper towels now I'm like, it sucks because I'm like, oh, we're back having this fucking funny stage. Like here we go. She gives me a kiss. She pulls me and gives me a kiss tonight. Thank you for. Thank you for cleaning all that up. So that in my mind was like. [00:35:28] Speaker A: Okay, wait, wait, wait, hold on. You guys are already broken up. And she kissed. [00:35:32] Speaker C: No, not broken up. Weren't broken up. We didn't break up officially. Then like on the 19th we went over to have a conversation about and air everything out. [00:35:40] Speaker A: And this is when she was selling everything. [00:35:41] Speaker C: And this is when where we could have did. We could have went one way or the other. Either we stay committed to make a decision. [00:35:47] Speaker A: Yeah, okay. [00:35:48] Speaker C: And out of her mouth. I didn't get an official decision. But her, you know, actions speak louder than words. So when she kissed me and everything and pulled me and was like thank you. I was like, okay, maybe she's bought into working on. [00:35:59] Speaker A: She's just playing mind games 24 7. This is my game city at this point. [00:36:03] Speaker C: So the next following. The next following. Three days go by, Four days go by. When it's like a Wednesday, I'm off. She texts me. Oh, like, I feel bad. Like, Zeus has been dealing with, like, this anxiety. He's home alone. I said, okay. I said, hold on. I'll be at BMC in 30 minutes. She goes, what? I said, I'll be at BMC in 30 minutes. I'm gonna pick up your keys. I'll go. I'll go stay with Zeus. It's fine. Like, you know. No, no, no, no. You don't have to do that. Like. Like, what are you doing today? I'm like, I'm doing nothing. I got nothing. So, again, anything that can make my girl's life easy, I'm gonna do in my mind. That's what I'm gonna do. And so I did that. I went right over, stayed there. And then as soon as she came, you know, me and her, like, we just kind of talked. We chilled. I waited until she, like, you know, was getting ready for bed. Then I left. But that was just something that, like, right there, like, that's what I'm willing to do. Like, I'm like, that's the guy that I am. Like, there's no. That's a very, very, like, just way to put it. I'm just always. I'm. I'm there, and I'm. And I'm trying to. And I'm trying to be the best person that I can, each and every way. And so two days later, then after that, I take her out, or the next day, I'm like, let's go out for dinner. I want to take you here. And then there's a place that you want to go and get drinks that's nude. I was like, I'll take you there too. Okay. Awesome. All right. Everything's going good. Everything was standard. We're talking. So we get to the Destiny spot, and we're talking, and she's like, hey, listen. She's like. Like, just wanted to let you know, like, if we would ever have kids. Like, I want to stay home for the first five. I told you this. I want to stay home for the first five years with the kid. I just was like. And again, remember, like, we're. We're talking about, hey, listen, we're trying to take this slow. We're trying to not get into routines. Let's. Let's be fresh. It's only four. Four and a half months. Let's, like, grow to know each other. Like, let's learn to love each other. Let's learn each other because clearly we still got. Still got to do that. And then again, now I'm getting hit with this again. Like, the futuristic down the road. Internal temp is too high. Allow it to cool. [00:38:13] Speaker A: What the. Is going on? [00:38:17] Speaker C: So. Oh, they both shut or just that one shut. [00:38:21] Speaker B: Just that one. Maybe because the light is beaming into it. [00:38:27] Speaker A: An LED light. [00:38:28] Speaker B: Okay, maybe it's not that. [00:38:30] Speaker C: Maybe it's not. Maybe it's the thing. [00:38:31] Speaker A: Anyways. [00:38:32] Speaker C: But anyway, yeah, anyway, come. [00:38:34] Speaker A: Come on this one while I fix that so then people could see. This is. [00:38:42] Speaker C: I'm almost done with my story. So that's good. You can just go back switching seats here. But yeah, just. Just going back to it. Where was that? Where did I just leave off? [00:38:56] Speaker B: You started talking about the future and started. [00:38:58] Speaker C: Oh, yeah. So. So again, she brings up the future to me, and I'm like, okay. Like, I'm like, okay, that's cool. Like, I'll. I'll. I'll try and get that. As soon as she said that, all I thought in my mind was, okay, when I leave here, like, coming up the next following weeks, I'm gonna have to go. I'm gonna come by here, I'm gonna sit down with him. I'm gonna sit down with Al, and I'm gonna ask, Al. Al, how should I. How. This is what's going on, and this is what she wants to do, in which I want to give her this. I'm cool with that. How can I approach that? So I already had a plan in my head of how I wanted to execute it, and that was on the, like, 20th or whatever. Like, 20th or whatever it was. It ends up tracking out to, like, that next following Sunday fry. Oh, so Friday I wake up after us being out and us talking about that. That. Because we were talking about it, and I said to her, I was like, okay, that's cool. She's like, so what are you going to do about that, though? Like, referencing. Like, okay, right now you're just a server at Wicked. Like, what? Like, you know, you need to, like, change that up. Like, yeah, no shit I need to change that up, lady. Like, you got to give me a second. [00:40:03] Speaker B: But at the same time, Nico, it's like, as a. As a server or whatever, it's like, you can make more money than she does. You can work four days a week and make fucking in 13, $1400. [00:40:17] Speaker C: It's. [00:40:18] Speaker B: And not have student loans and not have all these this other to deal with. [00:40:22] Speaker C: I mean she told, she's told me multiple times that there's been nurses at. At BMC that have left to go to restaurant jobs because they make more money. [00:40:29] Speaker B: Like this is what I'm saying is. [00:40:32] Speaker C: Not so she told. Exactly. [00:40:34] Speaker B: It's a her thing. [00:40:35] Speaker C: Yes. Yes. She wants probably some, someone with a maybe like a maybe like a white collar esque type job. [00:40:42] Speaker B: She wants to date a fucking doctor. [00:40:43] Speaker C: Does. [00:40:44] Speaker B: She can go to work and stay home, have six kids and you got. You just weren't compatible. [00:40:50] Speaker C: I just, I just. Yep, that's. [00:40:52] Speaker B: It should have never been a relationship. You guys should have just had fun and, and then move the on with your life. [00:40:59] Speaker C: Yeah, that, that. You're probably right. That's probably more than likely what we like, what we should have done. [00:41:05] Speaker B: Yeah, I get it. So you really like the. [00:41:08] Speaker C: Yeah. So after that, obviously I'm looking at her, I'm like. Because she was like, well, I make six figures and I know that I couldn't have, I couldn't have carried that weight. I'm like, oh, okay. Like if you, if you wanted the finished product, honey, like you wanted the finished product, why didn't you just say some shit like that? Like you've known about me, you've known about all my tendencies. You've known about what I do. You know about my hobbies. Like she gone to like the video game thing. About like oh, like a deal breaker for me is really like a guy who's into video games because it happened to me in one of my first ever relationships. I'm like, oh, the guy that you live with? She's like, yeah. You know, I'd come home from work and he's on the game and I try to compromise. I'm like you. I'm like, it's not fair to me that you keep putting me in the same realm as other people in the past. I'm like, you know, as far as I know, if your ass came home from a 12 hour shift, I wouldn't be there. That's not what I'm doing. That's not fair for you to just speak that into existence because that's what you think is going to happen. That's not true. [00:42:03] Speaker B: Here's my question. If, if. Would you rather now let's say you're a girl. Let's put you in the scenario. You're the girl. [00:42:11] Speaker C: Yeah. [00:42:11] Speaker B: Would you rather your. Your boyfriend on my. On your couch playing video games or going out drinking and partying with his friends, bro. What would you prefer? [00:42:22] Speaker C: It's. It's. I, I agree with you totally, dude. I. I agree with you. I agree with being on the. I thought that, like me, you asked. [00:42:30] Speaker A: Joe from Gloucester, he'd say, go potty with your boys because your pussy's gonna dry up like a sponge. [00:42:35] Speaker B: Like a sponge is what. [00:42:37] Speaker A: When he was on. He said, because you have a video game. Chia. If he was a girl, his would dry up like a sponge. Okay, but I just think that could be just an old guy. [00:42:48] Speaker C: That could just be an old. Maybe, maybe. But I. I think 60 years old. [00:42:52] Speaker A: And hates his cousin. [00:42:54] Speaker C: Okay. [00:42:54] Speaker B: Hates him. [00:42:55] Speaker A: Who he's got a business with. He hates him hope he dies. He didn't really say that, but we could feel it. Would you agree? [00:43:03] Speaker C: So 100. Yeah. So like, it just is, you know? And again, Justin, I'm getting hit with this. Like, I'm like, we're getting hit with this shit now. I'm like, you've known this, you know, you've known what I do. I work. I've been trying to go to the gym at this point. I was trying to, obviously, because she was doing her thing. And like, I'm sitting here like, bro, you knew all this. Why didn't you say something? Yeah, and then she's like, you know, like, I'd like for her to like, you know, I bought you a gaming chair. [00:43:32] Speaker B: She's an enabler. That's like me. That's like you dating a junkie and buying and then buying them heroin for Christmas. [00:43:40] Speaker C: Bought me a bag. [00:43:41] Speaker B: Like, hey, you really can't be doing heroin anymore, but here's some for Christmas, bro. [00:43:47] Speaker C: Dude, you guys got. And they. And also in the same light, ask me to get her a Nintendo Switch, cuz she really wants to play Mario Kart. [00:43:55] Speaker A: Crazy. [00:43:56] Speaker B: Give me a break. [00:43:56] Speaker C: The problem. Crazy. I'm like, am I crazy or does this sound crazy? [00:44:00] Speaker B: Listen, she's not a normal person. The fact that she made you feel like you even had to go to therapy, even a sex therapist so early in your relationship speaks volumes about how mentally unhealthy she is. Maybe she should take a look in the fucking mirror and stop pointing the finger at you. She's nothing but a cunt. And I'll tell her she's a cunt to her face because all she's done is make you beat your head up against the wall. She tried to make you quit the podcast. She tried to make you quit your job like, you met him at his job. [00:44:33] Speaker C: Yeah. [00:44:33] Speaker B: So that way he works. [00:44:36] Speaker C: You gave me. You got. Yeah, we're also forgetting she bagged me. She gave me her number. You know what I mean? [00:44:43] Speaker B: You know what you were getting into. You probably should have just dug her the out and never called her again. That's. That would have been your. The best thing you can do. [00:44:51] Speaker C: Yeah, the best thing is you should. [00:44:53] Speaker B: Have treated her like. That's the type of girl that she likes it probably, that likes to be treated like dog. I've dated many of Puerto Rican women. I had a Puerto Rican girl break up with me because she didn't like the type of shoes I wore because I wore, like, dunks and vans. It's like, what, are you out of your mind? [00:45:10] Speaker C: Yeah, it's, it's. [00:45:12] Speaker B: There's nothing wrong with our relationship. You want to break up because you don't like the shoes I wear? These are the type of people that just deserve to jump off the Tobin Bridge head first. [00:45:22] Speaker C: Hey, man. And it's another thing to, like, not like, certain things, but, like, when you're just bringing up. Just like, just to throw a wrench into. I just, like, don't understand it. Like, think about how, like, easygoing I am and how nice I am, and, like, I could, could. I could be such a scumbag, bro. There's so many guys out here that are just like. Like you said, like, toxic. Like, don't give a. Don't give a. Like, I could be doing so much other, like, scandalous type ass, like, shady stuff. I'm a good dude. I was loyal. Like, I was proud to be with her. You guys heard about me all the time. Talking, talking about her like, nah, you. [00:46:04] Speaker B: Should have been her friends. You should have been not calling her. This is how you should have treated this girl, and you'd still be together. That's the reality. Because this girl, this girl is mentally unhealthy. You need to stop thinking it's. It's a you thing, because it's not. You're a great guy. You know, you. You work hard, you make money, you pay all your own bills. [00:46:28] Speaker C: Yeah. [00:46:29] Speaker B: You know? [00:46:30] Speaker C: Yeah. [00:46:30] Speaker B: Who gives a. That you like to unwind and play a video game on your own time. What you're used to doing, you know, you live, you're. You're a bachelor. You being a bachelor, the shit just doesn't change overnight. And people that do are mentally unhealthy. If you. And that's how this broad got you. You were ready to Drop everything that you've built three years here because of this girl. What if my parents see it? Go fuck yourself. And your parents have them go fuck themselves. No, no, no. I'm just saying. I'm giving you that as an example. [00:47:01] Speaker C: No, I mean, that's definitely. That definitely was. That definitely was a piece. She was like, listen, the first thing that my family will do if I tell them that I'm dating you, they're gonna find you on your social media and, like, what do you think they're gonna think of you? Like, they'll instantly hate you. And I was just like. I was like, do you ever tell your mother how I treat you? She's like, no, my mother knows I date somebody, though. I said, I bet if you told your mother how I treat you and how I think about you and how I talk to you, I think that that would speak a little bit more volume than what's on my social media. [00:47:30] Speaker B: I mean, it's like, why wouldn't she. She was supposed to come here Christmas Eve and came up with an excuse. [00:47:38] Speaker C: No, no. She. Things. Got her schedule. Got her schedule. I'm not trying to make excuses for, like, she offered to me to come here. I never even. I asked her once. She said no. And then she made the plan. She was like, I'll do Christmas Eve with you because I think I'm gonna do Christmas with my parents. So I was like, all right, cool. Like, no. Like, no problem. Things got switched up. She ended up doing the Christmas Eve with the parents, and then Christmas night, it was us. [00:47:57] Speaker B: So she was supposed to come Thanksgiving to, too? [00:48:00] Speaker C: No, because she was already going to be away in. [00:48:03] Speaker B: She was gonna come and whatever. [00:48:04] Speaker C: In. In Christmas Eve. Yeah. I mean, and I was cool and bro. And I was even cool with, like, not me in the family just yet. I get that that's a lot for some people. That's all right. That's no problem with me. That wasn't. I never really made that an issue. I never really pressed the issue to meet her parents. I get it, that it's a big thing for her, like, in, you know, in their family, where they're from, you know, they take it real to the heart. Like, the mother's basically, like, you know, like, whoever you're dating, whoever you're sleeping with is like, who you should end up marrying, right? Like, you know, pressure into and all that. So again, man. So what happened was after that 19th, after that snowstorm, after I leave, and then we obviously go to dinner on the Thursday, Friday morning, I Woke up and I could tell that she was real distant. And I said to her, I was like, listen, this is what we just talked about. I told you about just giving a. About me more and show me a little bit more respect and treat me as an equal because I don't feel like you do. I was like, I don't know why that's so much to ask for that I'm asking for a little bit of love and affection. Like I, I don't need you to like gluck9000 me. Like that's not at all. But like you're like, you're out on the couch while, you know, like I'm up and in the bed. Like you won't even come over here and like just hang out and shoot the. I'm like, it just didn't make sense to me. And so like we briefly talked for Friday. Saturday was her girls night, which again, I'm. You don't, you don't hear anything from me. I let you do whatever you're doing. But I knew something was up when she didn't even text me like the whole day. The whole day, not even, you know, and girls would usually be like, oh, like I wish you were here. Like, what are you doing? Blah, blah. Didn't even text me when she got home, Nothing. It ended up with a text message at 5:30 that following Sunday, which was the 26th, saying, hey, listen, sorry to keep you in the dock and I won't get into it. But blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. And that's how her exit was via text message once again. So. So that was that. I will say the one bad thing that I did was like I said after I had my episodes with we got toxic on the Instagram, I unfollow her on Instagram. She unfollows me instantly after I unfollow her. So like that kind of was the key that hit in my head. I was like, you were with me the whole time. Don't know why you would do that, but thanks. And then it was Valentine's Day. After I served on Valentine's Day, I had like another little episode. I got upset because, you know, like I'm my whole. I'm serving couples like the whole night. So I'm just like, yeah, great. I'm like, this is terrible. I had, I had reservations to Teresa's Prime. I wanted to go there and do this, that and the third and had gifts and shit like that and whatever else I texted her, I did, I reached out, I texted her, I said, I'm ready to talk when you're ready to talk. Hope all has been well with you and Zeus. And she never replied. So that was perfect for me. That was the answer that I was looking for and I get it. But that was my closure to me because I never got, you know, especially Justin from the first time that we did this where I got a text message of instant regret and you know, screenshots that she sent text to her best friend saying like I up. I thought he was going to be crazy. I over assumed and. And then the girlfriend being like you lost a nice puppy dog type of guy like and she's like yeah, the exact kind of man that I want in my life. And then the girl telling her like listen honey, like you just got to deal with that. I didn't know if that was going to be like this. So that's why there was so many like things that were up in the air for me. Yeah, it just was like it was just this. It still was. And it, I was like, you know, are we done done are. You know. Do you still, you know, do you still think about like us like is there nights that you think up or like because to me like how like an end and how she did it, like it seemed like she was jumping for joy like in her kitchen. Like yes. Like I got this guy off my back. Like thank God I got him out of here. Like that was dead easy. I just text him. That's it. I don't have to do nothing else. Like yeah, bye bye. See you later. You ready to come back to the seat? [00:52:07] Speaker B: I think that maybe she just didn't respect affect you. [00:52:12] Speaker C: I don't, I don't think, I don't think she. I don't think absolutely not. I think if you care about. I think if you care about somebody like that and you're in a relationship like that and you talk about the things that we talked about, you know, places of living, kids, places that we wanted kids to go to school and how many names and this, that and the third and how you want to upbring your kids. And I don't think I never ever ever will condone anyone even of my own kids. Like you will never ever ever just do that via time text message. That is wrong. That speaks volumes about yourself. I like I said, she's a child. I think she's very immature. I think she's very immature. I think she thinks that she. Her shit doesn't stink sometimes. But in reality, girl, like you know what? I think it'll come back to get you. Because, you know, if you were to follow up on. On your recent history, it ain't even really anything to fucking. So that would wow anyone. But for you to just text somebody like that cold, and then that's it. Like, that's all you leave. And then I noticed on. On her. On her tik tok. Because I was just. I just was scrolling. I was doing my own thing. I know. I. I totally forgot to even get rid of her on there. And it was something that she reposted and it was like this no contact video. And it was the stupidest thing in the world. I'm not even going to play. And it was just like, listen, no contact. If we break up, that's it, honey. No con. You're not getting no contact for me. I don't know what other signs I need to say. And this was on February 1st. I'm like. I'm like, all right, man. Like, you're. You're like. You're kind of, you know, child. You're a little bit of a child, man. Like, you're a little bit of a child. [00:53:44] Speaker B: How old is she? [00:53:45] Speaker C: She turned 28. Wow. Yeah. [00:53:47] Speaker A: Do you see how long we've been going? [00:53:49] Speaker B: No. [00:53:50] Speaker A: Can you see in the bottom right corner? Does it say time? [00:53:52] Speaker B: An hour? [00:53:53] Speaker A: One hour? One hour. So do you think this story that we've told is more longer or less longer than the cumulative? Like all the times you had sex with her Sova like that? Like, honestly, this is long. Okay. All right. [00:54:14] Speaker C: For sure. [00:54:14] Speaker A: All right, Second. Second question. I. Well, we're gonna put a bow on this because I don't think everybody wants to talk about it forever. He's. Yeah, I feel like he's getting better. So we. It's good that he's talking about it again. Getting out there on the airwaves. Now it's here, living permanently. Did I think it was gonna get to. He's a one minute man. No, I didn't think. [00:54:31] Speaker B: No, we didn't think it was. [00:54:32] Speaker A: There's nothing for you to be embarrassed about. That happens to everybody. So that's crazy that she took it to that level. My favorite part about this whole thing was we were at a family party. It was for Justin kid. And you're telling your mother. And this is even more fresh. This is like four days after. [00:54:46] Speaker B: Yeah. [00:54:47] Speaker A: He's telling his mother a bunch of the girls of the family, like, the stories, all that stuff. All that stuff. And she's like. And then his mother looks at him dead straight in the eyes goes, what do you expect? No money, no honey. Just like that. Walked away. And then he was like, really, Ma? [00:55:03] Speaker C: Like, she was. [00:55:05] Speaker A: She didn't give two. The body wasn't even cold yet. [00:55:08] Speaker C: My mother told me that I was an underdeveloped 30 year old and that's why she left me. And then my mother told me, I think they. The best thing for you is you should watch the movie. She's just not that into you. And I was like, I'm like, bro, I'm like, I'm ready to. I was ready. [00:55:24] Speaker A: You think that we're hot on Nico? [00:55:26] Speaker C: No idea, bro. My mom. My mom shot a tree. And she's like, I'm just telling you the honest truth. I'm like, listen, dude, first of all, that girl never paid for nothing. Nothing. Thing. Not a fucking thing. Okay? Which is totally cool. I'm fine. Like, she took me to Puerto Rico. Like, it was great, but like, everything after that, if you like, you could ask her, she never paid for a fucking dime. And we were off Christmas shopping and she bought some stuff at TJ Maxx. I'll never forget this. It was a very nice gesture by the lady that had less teeth than me behind the counter. She put all her shit on the counter. She took her card out. I took her card and I literally put it back on her chest. I took on my wall. And the woman behind the counter of. Was like. Was like, oh my God. She said it out loud. And I was. And. And we both looked at her with like a tilted head. And she was like, oh, I'm so sorry. I. I'm part of my language. She goes, you just don't really see that much anymore. She's like, you're a lucky girl. Looked right at her, and I literally tilted my head and I snapped it right out of like, like Ace Venture. And I literally snapped and looked at her and she was just like, I am. I am super. She was like, I am super lucky. She's like, no, seriously, honey, I wish I had a man that would do some shit like that. She's like, you don't see that ever. And I was. Was just like, Jordan Truck. I look and, you know, it's. It sucks. I don't wish the worst for it at all. I just wish she, she. She carried a better level of respect for me that, you know, what if things don't work out between two people, that's cool. [00:57:01] Speaker A: It seems like to me she despised you from a. For a while. Like, just like what you did for a living. Just from some of the comments she made afterwards. She already knew you were a waiter, so why is she giving you shit about it after she already knew? You know, maybe she didn't know you didn't have health insurance. Maybe she didn't know that she didn't pay. [00:57:17] Speaker C: And I got it. And I got it, though. I got health insurance. I told her. I was like, I'm gonna go get it. She was. And then she was like, why do you always check in with me like I'm your mother? Like, I don't want. I don't want to be your mother. Like, I'm like, no one asked you to be my mother. See, this is one thing I think about. I think about women. Stop speaking and feeling for men. That's not fair. That's not cool. Whether you think your intuition is, is, is, or wrong, I don't care. You can't speak and feel for me. All right? So you can't. You can't go and tell me that, because I'm checking, not checking up. Like, I'm letting you know what's going on in my life. I'm letting you know what's. Like, I'm updating you. You're my girlfriend. What the am I supposed to do? Keep everything away from you? Like, I didn't make it a huge song and dance that I got health insurance. I just was telling her. She's like, you better get it. Sooner or later, you know, there's a cutoff day. I said, yeah, I'm gonna get it. I'll get it. [00:58:04] Speaker A: By. [00:58:05] Speaker C: By the time you leave for Porto, Puerto Rico. Oh, got it a week. Got it a week. After that, I didn't jump. Enjoy. And, like, sending everything. She'll go, you got health insurance. Then she was like, you're doing all this stuff, but are you really doing it for you? Are you doing it for me? I, I. And like I told you before when we first did this, like, if you don't think the two can both coexist, of course. I just don't understand what the going on in your brain. Yeah, no, I'm benefiting myself because you're motivating me. That's cool. And then, like I said, she told me that I don't motivate her the same way at all. So it's like, I was like, listen. [00:58:38] Speaker A: Man, like, oh, you're not getting her gassed up. Like, she should go for different things. [00:58:42] Speaker C: Yeah. Like, so I was like. So I was like, I don't really. That's new to me. [00:58:48] Speaker A: Seems like There was a lot of resentment coming from her. Like she just fucking hated you. Like, it just seemed like deep down, like she was just sitting there being like. Because why is it I've never heard. [00:58:56] Speaker C: The word resentment more used in my life than when she would use it? Because that's all she said. She's like my biggest fear. So my biggest fear I always joke about is being divorced. That's my biggest fear. It's one of my biggest fears. Her biggest fear is holding resentment is like doing everything that we can. And then when it gets to the point where we have kids and we're in a house that like one day I'm just gonna blow up on her and like shoot at her for everything that she's done to me and made me change in my life and tell that I'm miserable and I'm gonna thank her for my misery. You know me. Good luck. If you think that was coming from me. Cuz it was never going to come from me. Yeah, I'm super easygoing as long as I'm able to do a few things like, like I said, like, deal breaker. Oh, not having my kids play football. Okay, Mike, all right. Our kids don't have to play football. If you're going to tell me that we have to keep continuing to do a relationship and learn each other or I have to decide if my kids are going to play football or not, I'm going to obviously choose the relationship. I'm five foot nine, lady. No one in my fucking family has ever played football at a high skilled level. Like that was just like something I know. [01:00:01] Speaker A: But that's still a crazy. [01:00:02] Speaker C: I understand, Al, I understand. [01:00:04] Speaker A: But like looking back on it now, it's weird. It's like controlling it. [01:00:09] Speaker C: It is, it is a. It is a fucking sign of controlment. Like good luck to the next guy that gets told that that's what. That's where I've been able to been, okay. Where someone, I think my dad told me, or maybe you might have even told me, like, let it be somebody else's problem problem now. Like let that be somebody else's problem. Like that all big problem. Let everybody get infatuated weather. Because obviously looks, looks can be one thing, but looks can be very deceiving. Like go and learn about the person, bro. Because the person that I fell for, it was not the person that, that you know. [01:00:39] Speaker A: Or maybe it was the person she finally showed you her true colors. [01:00:41] Speaker C: Or she showed me a true colors. [01:00:43] Speaker A: That's because everything's fun and games until it starts Getting serious. Then you see the real. [01:00:47] Speaker C: And I was down. And I was down to take it slow, bro. I was down to kind of chill it out, man. But yeah, so then, you know, that happened. I reached out on Valentine's Day. That. That was it. That's all I needed. [01:00:58] Speaker A: I needed out on Valentine's Day. [01:00:59] Speaker C: I did. I reached out later on. It's like 2:30 in the morning. I was again, I was having one of those things. [01:01:06] Speaker A: Did you already say this? Did I miss this part? [01:01:08] Speaker C: You missed this part. Yeah, yeah. February, essentially. February 15 to 2. 28 in the morning. Hey, I'd like. Hey, I'm ready to talk when you. When you are free. And ideally when I'm free as well. Of course. Thought, thought, thought. Hope all has been well with you and Zeus. That was. [01:01:25] Speaker A: I mean, you could have said that's the last. [01:01:27] Speaker C: That's the last text message that I'm seeing, bro. Like, you. You're looking at it. There's no. There's nobody. Like, I got left on red. [01:01:34] Speaker A: I get it, dude. But like, my point is, like, why couldn't you wait till the next day Valentine's? That screams even more desperation, I guess. [01:01:44] Speaker C: Al. I guess so, bro. I had. [01:01:47] Speaker A: That's like I had, had. [01:01:50] Speaker C: What are those things called that they drop on Looney Tunes, Those big, big things of metal. It felt like one. [01:01:55] Speaker A: Like an anvil. An anvil dropped. [01:01:57] Speaker C: It felt like an anvil was on my chest, bro. And guess what? After I sent that text message, the anvil released. And I'm okay with that. [01:02:05] Speaker A: All right, so you. [01:02:05] Speaker C: Because there was three options to me. It was either you don't answer. You answer and tell me it's done, or you answer and tell me you reconsider of what you've done. Now, the third option is the worst option. I wanted the first two because that's a fucking. It's a clear show out to me. But listen, that's life. [01:02:22] Speaker A: All I'm saying is that I can't believe he sent a text that. That recently. He's saying he's over it. I don't know if he's over it. I think if she texts him, he's definitely going to answer and he's definitely going to get him back in this circle. So I'd say in another four to six months, we're probably going to go through this again. What do you think, Justin? [01:02:39] Speaker C: I don't think so. I think this is how we're gonna. [01:02:42] Speaker B: I just sent you a text message me. We have. We're gonna end this segment, we're not gonna bring this girl up anymore. We're gonna play the Nico breakup song. [01:02:54] Speaker A: Okay. We're gonna play the Nico Breako song. Breakup song. [01:02:57] Speaker B: We're gonna play the Nico breakup song. [01:02:59] Speaker A: Which words did you put in? [01:03:00] Speaker C: Huh? [01:03:01] Speaker A: Can you tell us the words you put in so then we can hear the song? [01:03:03] Speaker B: No, you'll be able to hear it. What do you mean, tell you the words I put in. [01:03:07] Speaker A: What words did you put in? [01:03:08] Speaker B: I wrote a whole song while we. [01:03:09] Speaker C: Was writing the whole song. [01:03:10] Speaker B: While I wrote a whole song while. While he. While this whole thing was going on. [01:03:15] Speaker A: While he was talking. [01:03:16] Speaker B: While he was talking different things he was talking about. [01:03:18] Speaker A: Any last thing you want to bring up before we. [01:03:22] Speaker B: Before we get into this, Play the Nico breakup song. And then that's. Then we're going to move on from there. [01:03:26] Speaker A: I. I mean, this could be the new theme song. So I don't. [01:03:29] Speaker C: I don't. I don't know. What. I don't know. [01:03:31] Speaker B: It might be the new theme song. [01:03:32] Speaker C: I don't know what else. I don't know what else there is to say. I don't know if she'll ever listen to this or anything like that, which I don't. Don't care for neither. If she did or if she didn't. The last thing that I'll say is like, I tried my best. [01:03:44] Speaker B: Hey, he tried his best. [01:03:45] Speaker C: That's. [01:03:46] Speaker A: I wish that was on here. I tried my best. [01:03:48] Speaker B: He tried his best. [01:03:49] Speaker C: That's it, man. [01:03:50] Speaker A: All right, let's. We're going to plug it in. [01:03:51] Speaker B: Let's see, we're going to play the Nico breakup song and see how looking. [01:03:56] Speaker D: Back I wish Tommy died. I can't figure it out. Tony Stark. I really tried. [01:04:04] Speaker C: Oh. [01:04:07] Speaker D: Citrus and salt get through the mud to get to the sun but you gas like the sky and I ran the wrong route Sad boy swag I'm sneaky. [01:04:18] Speaker C: I'm sneaky. [01:04:19] Speaker D: Ni shave Broken hearts in the back of my head from block to unblock the feelings of dread I lost and I found Shoot in a miss Play childish games But I'm playing. [01:04:29] Speaker B: Oh, what happened? [01:04:30] Speaker A: I only got 34 seconds. [01:04:31] Speaker B: Why? No, that's crazy. It's a three minute song. [01:04:36] Speaker A: You sent me 34 seconds, bro. [01:04:38] Speaker C: No, that was low key. I was starting to cook. [01:04:41] Speaker B: Oh, no, we're getting. We, we. We can't just let it end it. [01:04:44] Speaker A: Like, because you didn't get to the hook, did we? [01:04:46] Speaker B: It started to get into it. [01:04:48] Speaker A: Okay. You wrote this personally or did you send it to to an app with those. [01:04:53] Speaker B: I wrote everything. [01:04:54] Speaker C: He was writing it down. He was. I. I saw you, right? I was writing the whole time. The whole time. [01:05:05] Speaker B: Oh, Lord, bro, no, the problem is you have no Internet here, dude. [01:05:10] Speaker A: Just send it without it, dude. [01:05:12] Speaker B: I'm trying, bro. [01:05:13] Speaker C: That was funny. That was funny. [01:05:19] Speaker A: I wrong the wrong route. That's all I remember. Sad boy. Sweet swag. [01:05:24] Speaker C: Tony Ste. I heard Tony Stockton. That was kind of gas. [01:05:30] Speaker A: How many seconds is that? Do you want to just play it into the mic? [01:05:35] Speaker B: No, I got it. It's. It's two minutes and 30 seconds. I'm downloading it. Just give me two minutes. [01:05:45] Speaker A: So. So you put this, the lyrics into an app and then they AI the beat and everything like that? [01:05:50] Speaker B: Yeah. Pretty dope. [01:05:52] Speaker A: That's pretty sick. [01:05:53] Speaker C: Awesome. [01:05:54] Speaker A: I mean, and you get to. You get this royalty free. We could play this and no one's going to say royalty free. For the people that don't like when I burp in the mic. There's one for you. [01:06:05] Speaker C: Yep. [01:06:06] Speaker A: Have you paid your taxes, Nico? [01:06:09] Speaker C: No. [01:06:10] Speaker A: You still haven't done the taxes? Are you worried at all that maybe this girl was right? That you are a child or your mother was right that said you're an underdeveloped 30 year old. Don't you think you should just go and get them done, bro? [01:06:25] Speaker C: Yeah, obviously. [01:06:26] Speaker A: I think they're going to owe you money. This is where you're panicking. [01:06:30] Speaker B: Yeah, they're going to owe you money. I think we're back. I think it's back. [01:06:34] Speaker A: Okay, hold on. It's back. No, it says you're writing, so it's probably sending it over. [01:06:44] Speaker B: Yeah, definitely. Do your taxes, dude. 100? [01:06:47] Speaker C: Yeah, yeah, a thousand. [01:06:48] Speaker B: There's no reason for you not to be doing your taxes. [01:06:50] Speaker C: It's sending and just. [01:06:54] Speaker B: It's almost there. You got. No, you got a metal roof, dude. [01:06:58] Speaker A: 32.9 megabytes. You could have just air dropped it to me. It would have been way faster. But you don't think about those things. [01:07:03] Speaker B: Oh my God. I just can't win, can I? [01:07:05] Speaker A: Nope. You win when you win. When you have wins. You got wins. By the way, Justin. I talked to Justin on the phone yesterday and if he ever gives me a compliment like that again, like, it was so gay that he made everybody awkward. [01:07:23] Speaker B: Who's everybody? [01:07:24] Speaker A: Me and you. Awkward on the phone. It was the we. It was like. And then he was like mid yawn while he was saying it because he was killing him to even give me. [01:07:30] Speaker B: It hurt. It drained all the energy I had to lie down. [01:07:33] Speaker A: Kid. Was. Is just. That's your clown. All right, here we go. Nico. [01:07:36] Speaker B: You're not going to say the compliment before you. [01:07:39] Speaker A: You said you were proud of me. I was like. This is the weirdest. [01:07:41] Speaker B: I said I was proud of you, cuz. All the things you've been doing. [01:07:46] Speaker C: That's nice. [01:07:46] Speaker A: This is better. Don't ever do that again. Make. Make it in song form. [01:07:50] Speaker B: If this might need to be. [01:07:52] Speaker D: Welcome back. I wish Tommy died. [01:07:56] Speaker B: Tommy. [01:07:56] Speaker D: Can't figure it out. Tony Stark. I really tried but I lost myself get through the mud to get to the sun but gaslight the sky and I ran the wrong route Sad boy swag I'm sneaky, I'm sneaky Shave broken hearts in the back of my head from block to unblocked the feelings of dread I lost and I found Shooting a miss Play childish games But I'm playing the hits. [01:08:29] Speaker A: The beats I got. [01:08:30] Speaker D: The dates, I have the receipts. [01:08:35] Speaker B: Dude, you gotta leave the phone. Open everything up. [01:08:38] Speaker A: God, dude, this is the last time we're playing it. [01:08:41] Speaker B: It's your fault. [01:08:43] Speaker D: January 9th back up. I got the dates, I have the receipts. January 19th. I'm not coming back back I'm moving my feet Give it to me straight make up your mind the stuff in the bedroom is falling behind we have sex I'd come too quick Three minutes a pleasure for a lifetime of pain. [01:09:11] Speaker A: Yes, that's the best five. [01:09:14] Speaker D: I wanted a steak but McDonald's is quicker sex therapy he don't help him Almost killed me. I'm dizzy and nauseous but the sex therapist said it's too early to swag I'm sneaky, I'm sneaky Broken hearts in the back of my head from block to unblock the feelings of dread. [01:09:38] Speaker A: Another verse? [01:09:39] Speaker C: Yep. [01:09:43] Speaker D: Day drink and overthink we talk it out the future bleak I'm dry like a sponge you play too many games not with heart but with Mario Kart mad I'm not toxic delete your socials better do what I say not good enough for me because you serve tables all day But I'm an equal give me love and affection I guess I'm not good enough but that's you neglecting Sad boy swag I'm sneaky, I'm sneaky. [01:10:20] Speaker C: Sad boy swag. [01:10:24] Speaker D: From block to unblock the feelings of dread I lost and I found Shooting a miss Play childish games But I'm playing the hits. [01:10:33] Speaker A: All right. That's a pretty fire song, man. [01:10:36] Speaker C: Now. I don't know. [01:10:44] Speaker A: I just. How the Hell, do they get the voice to go. [01:10:47] Speaker B: I pick everything. [01:10:48] Speaker A: You get to pick the. So is that why you went to the bathroom? To pick the black guy's voice? [01:10:52] Speaker B: Well, you pick everything before they send you two songs. And I pick between the two songs that was the better song. [01:10:58] Speaker A: Okay. [01:10:58] Speaker B: That's why I went to the bathroom, so I can hear it. [01:11:00] Speaker A: Okay. Yeah. Sad Boy Swag. You're sneaky. You're sneaky. [01:11:06] Speaker B: What a smash hit of a song. I'm gonna send that to you so you can have that forever. [01:11:12] Speaker A: You can have that forever. Yep. I'm sure some. If the Delveo Boys want to reach us, the dms, we'll send it to you guys. To you guys. [01:11:18] Speaker B: Anybody that wants that song. [01:11:19] Speaker A: That's the Sad Boy Summer, the Sad Winter. [01:11:22] Speaker B: Sad Boy Winter anthem right now. I'm telling you right now. That is. That might be the greatest song I've ever written. [01:11:31] Speaker C: It's just funny. I'm just gonna laugh. I'm laughing at it. It's just mad. [01:11:35] Speaker A: My favorite part's the McDonald's. [01:11:36] Speaker C: Of course, bro. [01:11:37] Speaker A: Like, quick, dude, that's the best part. I think I'd like that pot and how it opens like I hope Tommy does. [01:11:46] Speaker B: Just out of nowhere. [01:11:47] Speaker A: Just out of nowhere. [01:11:51] Speaker C: All right. Wow. Nice. Hey, you say put a bow on. [01:11:55] Speaker A: Speaking of taxes, because we did go to the taxes. How you never paid your taxes. Do you see every influencer on the face of the planet complaining about having to pay taxes? [01:12:04] Speaker B: Yeah, it's crazy. [01:12:05] Speaker A: Have you been seeing that? [01:12:05] Speaker C: Justin already sent me. Thanks. [01:12:09] Speaker B: No problem, bud. [01:12:10] Speaker C: Thanks. So on. Nice. Nico. Breakup song. All right, man. [01:12:16] Speaker A: Have you seen every influencer on the face of the planet complain about taxes? Paying their taxes like it's legit. Every single person, really, like, everybody has to pay taxes, whether you're a construction guy, a plumber, an electrician. [01:12:29] Speaker C: I get it. [01:12:29] Speaker A: Sucks your whole life. But why are they all at once all complaining about it? [01:12:36] Speaker C: They're just. They're just finding out about it. [01:12:38] Speaker B: No, they all just filed and that's. Listen, we get it. You come to the room. [01:12:44] Speaker A: You guys are making too much money as an absurd amount of money for doing not. I'm not gonna say little work, but not comparatively. And yeah, like, you're not digging holes. [01:12:55] Speaker B: Yeah. You're not taking trenches. [01:12:56] Speaker A: Digging trenches. [01:12:57] Speaker C: We're talking manual going to church. The trench and do. [01:13:02] Speaker A: And I think that that's way harder work. And I'm not saying you're not skilled at what you guys do, because you clearly are, because you actually make Money. And we. [01:13:09] Speaker B: I wish that I had this problem. [01:13:11] Speaker A: I. But I would suck nico's dick for 30 seconds to make him come to have that problem. [01:13:19] Speaker B: Yeah, he's only gonna last 30 seconds tops. So it's like it's. [01:13:23] Speaker A: It's not even a long job. [01:13:24] Speaker B: No. [01:13:24] Speaker A: Like, that's the easiest job known to me. Yeah. [01:13:26] Speaker B: And then you blow up and then you get to pay a little extra in your taxes. [01:13:29] Speaker A: Yeah. So my opinion to anybody, and this is anybody with a business is you need to stop paying expected wages. You put an expected wage, you have. [01:13:38] Speaker B: To pay ahead of time. [01:13:39] Speaker A: Do it weekly. Do it fucking monthly. Pro shit into a kitty. I am very nervous that Mark Lewis is. There's going to be a huge bill coming down on Mock Lewis that he's not going to do his taxes correctly. And I just feel like a hammer could come down on him. He better have an accountant. I'm not going to talk to him about it because I don't talk to. About people with money. I think that that is the number one thing after Mark Lewis right now. Not anybody else, not Justin trying to take him down. I would say Uncle Sam is his biggest threat right now because it's too much money coming in. [01:14:12] Speaker B: It's definitely not me. [01:14:13] Speaker A: It's too much money coming Justin. You. I know you're going to do something crazy. You already, you've already put in wheels in motion. You're already getting them jacked up with other people. You put on the podcast. [01:14:24] Speaker B: I'm getting them jacked up with. [01:14:26] Speaker A: Listen, some of the guests you've been having, you know, you've been trying to take shots. It's fine. What you're talking, you're taking shots. It's all good. I still think Uncle Sam's the biggest threat over Justin. [01:14:38] Speaker C: Uncle Sam. Oh, Uncle Sam is Thanos to me. Yes, Uncle Sam is Thanos. [01:14:44] Speaker A: Imagine that. They both get wrapped up. The two Louise's just get wrapped up in a by Uncle Sam. [01:14:48] Speaker C: I'm dead scared to go to H block, bro. [01:14:51] Speaker A: Like, what do you think's going to happen? They're just going to find rested. Just say you've been in a coma for eight years. [01:14:56] Speaker C: Damn, that's like a really good idea. [01:14:58] Speaker A: Yeah, just be like, I've been like. [01:14:59] Speaker C: How have you been working though, if. [01:15:01] Speaker A: You'Ve been a girl broke up with me because I couldn't last more than a minute. I've been in a coma. [01:15:05] Speaker C: I thought we were putting a bow on this. What the. Thought we were putting a bow on this. [01:15:12] Speaker B: What are the odds people make it to even this far in the other episode. [01:15:15] Speaker C: I don't know. [01:15:16] Speaker A: I don't know. I think they're gonna. I think there's gonna be a select few that are gonna be interested. But by the way, any girls that do follow the podcast. A select few. Get into Nico's dms. [01:15:23] Speaker B: He is right ready to mingle. [01:15:25] Speaker A: He is ripe. He's ready to mingle. Get into those DMs. Send the horny text. Let's get him jacked up. Let's go. [01:15:32] Speaker B: How did Speed Dayton go? I've been waiting. [01:15:37] Speaker C: Speed dating. Speed dating. Speed dating was a lot. It was too much. It was too much. It was too long. I met one girl, though. That was pretty. That was pretty cool. Exchanged numbers with her. [01:15:49] Speaker A: How many girls did you. [01:15:50] Speaker C: It was 19, bro. [01:15:51] Speaker A: So you had to go to 19 different women. How long would you spend with them? [01:15:56] Speaker B: Three minutes. [01:15:58] Speaker A: Yeah. More than this? Five? [01:16:00] Speaker C: Four. Four. You got two. Four. You got two minutes of peace. [01:16:04] Speaker A: Hey, you could have went twice. [01:16:05] Speaker B: Yeah, that's true. [01:16:06] Speaker A: So. So let me ask you this question. [01:16:08] Speaker C: Yeah. [01:16:09] Speaker A: Out of 19, just based on Lux, how many would you have smashed? [01:16:13] Speaker C: One. [01:16:13] Speaker A: That's it. [01:16:14] Speaker C: That's it. [01:16:14] Speaker A: So you had. You had a bunch of. [01:16:16] Speaker B: And that's the one. You got her number? [01:16:17] Speaker C: Hopefully. [01:16:18] Speaker B: Okay, good. Have you talked to her at all? [01:16:20] Speaker C: Hit it off with. Nope, nothing. [01:16:22] Speaker B: So you got her number? [01:16:23] Speaker C: Didn't reach out in bro, to be honest. Yeah. Yep. Yep. I just wanted a. I wanted a social experiment. I needed. I needed something to. To kind of, I don't know, segue me maybe, or like, maybe put me a little bit back on the saddle or something like that. I just wanna. I just wanted to make sure I could. Dead. [01:16:44] Speaker A: Sick. [01:16:44] Speaker C: That's great. [01:16:45] Speaker A: She's sick. She got a sore throat. She's in there. [01:16:50] Speaker C: Why? You look like you're going into the. You're going into the cabinet, like, ball them. [01:16:55] Speaker A: She's trying not to make noise right now. [01:16:57] Speaker C: Yeah. Too bad she just hacked her way over here. I know. No one cares. [01:17:01] Speaker A: No one cares. [01:17:02] Speaker B: You look like a disaster. Al's wife just walked out like a zombie. [01:17:07] Speaker C: You know that song by Miley Cyrus? [01:17:09] Speaker A: I came in like a wrecking ball. [01:17:12] Speaker B: She goes, how do you feel when you're sick? [01:17:15] Speaker C: Oh, Justin. Justin. Probably feels like. [01:17:17] Speaker B: I feel like I'm dying. 90 of my time on Earth. I feel like I'm dead. [01:17:21] Speaker C: Yeah. But. Oh. What were you just talking about? Oh, speed dating. Speed dating. Speed dating. Yeah. No, it was like a. It was more like a social experiment. For me, it wasn't like, anything to get back. Nothing like that. I used it literally just like you guys just said. Put a little swagger back in the kid. Give it a little. Give a little confidence back. Just kind of a social experiment for me. I've never done one before. So I was like, it. You know, Steve mentioned to me that he needed. He needed guys. So I was like, why not? You know, I'm free. [01:17:51] Speaker A: I don't think four minutes is enough time. [01:17:53] Speaker C: It is so long. [01:17:55] Speaker A: That would be. [01:17:56] Speaker C: No, bro. You have no idea. You have no idea. [01:17:58] Speaker A: That would be like. That would not be in my wheelhouse. It would need, like, listen, get me in a couch. Talking like the whole football recruiter. You get me in the living room. Yeah, talking. I think I can work some magic over a long period of time. No one's looking at this face. I'm ballooning up. I'm gonna be hitting 280 soon. I'm right back where before this weight loss challenge. I have been absolutely demolishing Palana like, every single week, twice a week. I went to Grill 23, went on vacation with the entire family. Justin wasn't invited with this fucking thing. Okay. Fuck this. It's Jay Fine's fucking fault. This camera's going off. We have a rig on this camera. See the rig on this camera? [01:18:48] Speaker B: Yep. [01:18:49] Speaker A: There's no rig on this camera. And I know for a fact we bought rigs for these cameras. Would you agree? [01:18:53] Speaker B: Yeah. We had two rigs. [01:18:54] Speaker A: That's the Jay Fine camera. That's the camera Al bought. Okay. With the new rig. That camera doesn't have a rig. So the battery case is closed. Look at it. You see how the battery case is closed where the wire is coming out? Now look at the one with the rig perfectly open. That's why it's not overheating. It took me a while to figure this out. That's what happened. Jay Fine. Jay Fine has our rig. He's a rigger. [01:19:16] Speaker C: Wait, he has the rig? He has the rig. [01:19:19] Speaker A: He's got the rig. Clearly. Because I just noticed now when I was doing it that that one doesn't have a rig. That one has a rig. So I don't know where the rig went. [01:19:26] Speaker C: Looks like we're gonna have to take our talents down to brain tree one last time. [01:19:30] Speaker B: We are gonna. [01:19:31] Speaker A: We're gonna have to fight. Confide this into one. But where was I getting to? I feel like I. Was I getting into something before I said it was bl. Oh, I can't. I'm not good. In short times like that, no one's gonna be, like, looking at me and being like, okay, let me go. I'm gonna get married. [01:19:44] Speaker B: Slide over to me. [01:19:44] Speaker C: And then. [01:19:45] Speaker B: Nico, side over. We're gonna. We're about to put a bow on this episode. We've been going for an hour and a half. It's. It's fine. It's gonna be. I think there's only one way to end this episode. Maybe you guys will agree with me, but it's gonna be to call the girl. No, we're not gonna call the girl, because that's crazy. No, what we are gonna do is gonna play our new outro. I don't know if you guys have heard it before. Nico, maybe a little more at Bones. [01:20:14] Speaker C: I'm trying this. There's not a lot. [01:20:16] Speaker B: All right, well, it's fine. We're gonna play the outro one more time for you. Listening pleasure is the new, brand new outro of bad brain. [01:20:23] Speaker C: Wait, we're playing this song again? [01:20:25] Speaker A: No, no, we're going to put that in after. Well, you don't have anything else to get into right now? [01:20:29] Speaker B: No, I mean, we're an hour and a half in. [01:20:30] Speaker A: It's. [01:20:31] Speaker B: We got work. We got work to do. [01:20:33] Speaker A: It's 11:50. Okay. Anything else you wanted to bring up? [01:20:38] Speaker C: No, No. I kind of knew. I kind of knew coming here, what I had to do. What is that? The State of the State of the Union address. I had to give one of those. [01:20:47] Speaker B: State of the Union address? [01:20:48] Speaker C: Yeah, yeah, we got one. We did one of those. I said everything that I needed to say, though. I feel a lot better. I'm definitely back. And. Yeah, I mean. [01:20:58] Speaker A: So you going to try to get onto something else? Is that the game plan? Is a game plan to. To get over another girl, you got to get onto someone else. That's what they say for the girls. You need to go something, Right? Is that the game plan? Stick it in one girl? [01:21:12] Speaker C: Yeah. [01:21:13] Speaker B: I recommend get over somebody is to get under somebody. [01:21:15] Speaker C: Yeah. It's like. Yeah. No, I mean, maybe for. Maybe for her, it is. It's. It's different. But, like, in my. In my eyes, the way that I kind of tip my own cap is, I was like, listen, I was able to pick her up, right? Like, she. Like, I got her to give me her number. Like, I. She gave me a shot. So, like. Like Justin said, like, why couldn't I find another? You know, whether it's Puerto Rican or, you know, Italian, whatever it may be, why couldn't I Find another girl that's of the same. Of the same statue, you know, that's not the only girl. There's 9,000 million fish in the sea. So for me, it's about focusing on myself. Like right now, I can't wait to go to the gym after this. Like, that's just what I'm really focused on, dude. I'm just trying to like, drive, trying to use this energy. I was listening to something like, you know, there's. You can't do nothing but convert energy. You can't waste it. So like sadness and like all the stuff that I get felt, I have to use that as fuel, as motivation. Like, I can't just let that like daunt on me and weigh on me. I gotta take it and I gotta like flip it and I gotta use it to my advantage, in which I have been. I'm down 20 pounds, which is crazy. So thanks for the hot break. That helped. That was pretty dope. Nothing, you know, you can do with a consistent diet that's healthy. Not eating ice cream past 12 o'clock obsessively and slight depression. Those. [01:22:34] Speaker A: Yeah, the depression helps. [01:22:36] Speaker C: Those, those rations, Those right there. Yeah, bro. There's days I don't eat, I. I drink, I drink, drink this, and then I don't eat until like 9:00. So that's. That's just how my day's gone. What? Listen, brighter days are above. That's all about life. I happen to go through a life lesson. Like Justin said, take. Take the relationship for what it was, take the good from it, take the bad from it. And you take it and you move forward. It might not be the last time. Hopefully it is the last time, but it might not be the last time. But at least I'll know going into the next one though. Boys, what I deserve as far as reciprocated affection and like appreciation and like respect as a whole. I mean, let's just be. Let's call a spade a spade. That stuff wasn't there. You know, you can tell me all you want. My sex was first of all, for a stint. It was bad. Okay, cool. You being a girlfriend, you for like two months of that. You weren't really too hot, honey. You weren't that great of a prospect. You probably would have lost your starting job. [01:23:39] Speaker A: Oh, okay, so now it's a her? A little. [01:23:41] Speaker C: I mean, let's. Come on. It's not. It wasn't all on me. I take plenty of blame. [01:23:45] Speaker A: I just saying she lost her son. You're trying to say she Got ugly. [01:23:48] Speaker C: She got. No, no, no, no, no, no, no. Not at all. [01:23:50] Speaker A: She just. [01:23:51] Speaker C: Just bless how she treated me. You know what I mean? [01:23:53] Speaker A: Like, looks like our stank it for a month or two. [01:23:57] Speaker C: No, but imagine, like, God forbid I ever. I ever said something like that. Like, that's what I like. Not to go back into it, but roles reversed. Like, imagine saying that to somebody on the other end. Imagine if I ever said to her, like, hey, you know, like, I'm just not really in the mood. Like, you know, you. You down there kind of. You know, it tastes a little off or it smells a little off. You know how. Like, that would. That would maybe send her over the edge. I might find her, like, hung in her own, essentially. [01:24:20] Speaker A: You're giving her a compliment, right? [01:24:22] Speaker B: Like, I should have just said that to her. [01:24:24] Speaker C: Like, I. [01:24:25] Speaker A: You should have said, like, you don't know how tight and warm this thing is. [01:24:29] Speaker C: Like, no, I said that. And she was like, that doesn't mean anything to me. Oh, all right, all right. My bad. [01:24:37] Speaker B: All right. And that on that. [01:24:39] Speaker A: Maybe us guys are just dummies. [01:24:40] Speaker B: That's what it is. [01:24:41] Speaker A: That's. I think it is. They. They're so much smarter. They're more developed. Like girls, like, legit, legitimately. [01:24:46] Speaker B: Like, they're assassins. [01:24:47] Speaker A: They grow so much quicker. They're way more mature at an earlier age than us. So maybe they're just, like, working on a different level. [01:24:54] Speaker B: They're assassins. [01:24:55] Speaker A: They're. They don't know where shit is on a map. They don't know how to drive. But I think mentally they can work their fucking magic. [01:25:04] Speaker C: They definitely can. They're mental. They're mental magicians. That's cool. Good luck, though. Trying to find, like, my dad told me, like, listen, she wants. She wants all the stuff that I've. That I've listed. Like, good luck trying to find the finished product. Like Justin said. She wants to find somebody that's 35, 36, already has a house, wants to have kids. Gonna treat her right. Gonna be loyal and make her happy. Go get it, girl. Go get it. Good luck, because that camera's out now, too, and complete blackout. [01:25:37] Speaker A: That's how we can end this episode, baby. That was perfect. But see now. Now I'm thinking, what the going on here? What's overheating these cameras? [01:25:46] Speaker C: That was perfect. [01:25:47] Speaker A: No, it's not that hot. [01:25:49] Speaker B: It's getting hot in here, I think. [01:25:53] Speaker A: Do we put a fan on them? [01:25:54] Speaker B: I think the only way to put a ribbon on this episode, we're putting. [01:25:59] Speaker A: The brand new Song. [01:26:00] Speaker C: Put it on. Put it on. We'll put it on. [01:26:06] Speaker A: I guess we'll put it on. I don't even have. Then I don't have to even do it. [01:26:08] Speaker B: I don't even have to do it. [01:26:10] Speaker A: It's fine. [01:26:10] Speaker C: Is this a different song? [01:26:11] Speaker B: You're upside down. [01:26:12] Speaker A: It's your phone. [01:26:13] Speaker B: No, you're upside down. [01:26:14] Speaker A: Oh, I am upside down. Put it in the wrong hole. That's a Nico Pro. [01:26:17] Speaker B: You are gonna have to keep this open. [01:26:21] Speaker A: Is this a new song? [01:26:22] Speaker B: It's the same song. [01:26:24] Speaker C: Oh, my God. All right. I didn't think hey should do a music video to this. [01:26:32] Speaker D: Welcome back. I wish Tommy died. I can't figure it out. Tony Stark I really tried oh, but I lost myself? [01:26:43] Speaker C: Lost myself? [01:26:45] Speaker D: Citrus and salt sun but he gaslight the sky and I ran the wrong route? Sad boy swag? I'm sneaky, I'm sneaky? Shave broken hearts in the back of my head from block to unblock the feelings of dread I lost and I found Shooting a miss Play childish games but I'm playing the hits? I got the dates, I have the receipts. January 19th I'm not coming back I'm moving my feet. [01:27:18] Speaker A: He's moving his feet. [01:27:19] Speaker D: Give it to me straight. [01:27:21] Speaker C: Give it to me straight. Make up your mind, make up your. [01:27:24] Speaker D: Mind the stuff in the bedroom is falling behind? We have sex, I'd come too quick? Three minutes of pleasure for a lifetime of pain you wanted a steak but McDonald's is quicker sex therapy don't help him's almost killed me I'm dizzy and nauseous but the sex therapist said it's too early to unblock feelings of dreadish games But I'm playing the hits? Daydream and and overthink we talk it out the future bleak? I'm dry like a sponge? You play too many games not with heart, but with Mario kart mad I'm not toxic delete your socials better do what I say? Not good enough for me because you serve tables all day But I'm an equal give me love and affection I guess I'm not good enough but that's you neglecting sad boy swag Like I'm sneaky I'm sneaky? [01:28:42] Speaker A: You think you could be a Ghost Rider? [01:28:44] Speaker C: 100% in the back of my head? [01:28:52] Speaker D: Play childish games but I'm playing the hits. [01:28:57] Speaker C: All right. It's weird that I like this song. [01:28:59] Speaker A: It's a good song. [01:29:00] Speaker C: It's not bad. Dude, it's really not bad. Not bad like it's really. It's not bad. [01:29:06] Speaker A: Did you ever think about just, like, doing that, like, AI dude and try to make a whole cd? [01:29:11] Speaker B: Oh, yeah, all the time. [01:29:13] Speaker A: Then just be, like, this new guy. Just do AI everything, like, just an AI like him. [01:29:18] Speaker B: What a good tech. Can write songs all day. [01:29:20] Speaker C: I was. [01:29:21] Speaker B: I was during the podcast asap. [01:29:23] Speaker C: AI. Yeah. [01:29:25] Speaker B: All right, guys, we'll see you next week. Peace out. [01:29:27] Speaker A: Keep it clean. I don't know what's going on with these cameras. [01:29:30] Speaker C: Dead.